Marvin's Ideas

I remembered the times that I was in school trying to learn the basics of living. I always prefer not to expose myself and with that I always got myself a seat at the back. Though sometimes some of my previous teacher and professors decided to arrange the class in an alphabetical way and my surname starts with E. And so because of that I just allow myself to eject from my seat and take the other one that is usually the second row from the front. Well, my reason for being like that was just I always found myself getting intimidated facing the instructors in the closest position. I just can’t stop myself from being allergic to people who does a great loud voice and also I don’t want to be the main attraction of someone attention. I don’t know what illness do I have but I think all of this is a phobia.